I don’t really know what i feel right now , it seems like that i still can’t forget about you , maybe i still stuck in my own old memories of us even though i know that you don’t really care anymore . Sometime i just don’t know what to say , i just keep quiet and like to be alone . I know everything happen for a reason , but sometimes i wish i want to know what was the reason .It feels hurt when you just keep everything to yourself and you don’t know to tell who bcause you know that other will never understand . I’m not sure if i’m depressed . I’m mean i’m not sad but i’m not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day ,but sometimes when i’m alone at night i forget how to feel .I don’t know why , i don’t feel what i really feel . Its been so long , hoping everything is fine . i’m not being over dramatic or what . Just saying what i’m feeling right now . cause i’m not really a good at expressing my feeling towards people . I will just keep to myself cause i don’t want it to bother or annoy you cause my mind was full of negative thinking , maybe i’m not the one that you want . I’M SO SORRY .